So we play Watford again today, I’m really at a loss as to what to write! My interest in the season has to some extent, dwindled. I might as well talk about the fucking weather, or the last episode of East Enders. Both subjects would be just as interesting as discussing todays game.
They knocked us out of the FA Cup a few weeks ago and therefore they could quite possibly beat us today, that is the extent of my confidence in the current Arsenal team.
We’ll have Danny playing hopefully so he could make a difference, but that’s the only positive I can come up with at the moment.
Isn’t it a terrible thing when you lose faith in something, whether it’s a girlfriend, a colleague or a football team…… it takes a part of your soul, a big chunk of your heart and leaves you deflated and unable to find the inspiration to do something about it.
This is where I find myself today, somewhere inside me is the spirit and the enthusiasm to fully support my club, but I’m truly finding it difficult to summon those emotions at the moment. I’m sure many Gooners are in the same boat (apart from GN5 that is). I often talk about the Arsenal lacking fight and the minerals to see out a game, to win against the odds, but here I am today, no fucking fight in me and no enthusiasm for the game.
I’ll watch it of course, but today my heart won’t be in it……